it can happen.

im gonna be optimistic on this one.
reality is it probably won't happen, the numbers are just too strong against me. but i want to try for something i want to be passionate about something again. and this is what its gonna be. im gonna do it. and im gonna go all out. this is what i want. i can't tell you why. but i think it has something to do with proving myself i can do something if i try hard enough. i realize that i am probably the least likely of the three of us, but i dont care. and thats not me fishing for compliments. but yeah im gonna make SOMETHING happen. no matter what, somehtng WILL happen.
gah!
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