i am a horrible friend.

i mean really,
even if this isn't my fault.
i shouldn't have.
gar.
this sucks.
i might have cost us all the concert.
idc.
dont make me feel better.
i should feel horrible.
its not fair to everyone else.
especially torrey, i suck.
torrey, if you read this.
im sorry.
it is all my fault.
really it is.
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sorry guys.
i suck at friendship.
end of post.

it can happen.

im gonna be optimistic on this one.
reality is it probably won't happen, the numbers are just too strong against me. but i want to try for something i want to be passionate about something again. and this is what its gonna be. im gonna do it. and im gonna go all out. this is what i want. i can't tell you why. but i think it has something to do with proving myself i can do something if i try hard enough. i realize that i am probably the least likely of the three of us, but i dont care. and thats not me fishing for compliments. but yeah im gonna make SOMETHING happen. no matter what, somehtng WILL happen.
gah!
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