damn you mr. english teacher. damn you.

according to my crack head english teacher.
i dont deserve to be in honors.
the fact that i screwed up first quarter, and a little more second quarter.
even if i wrote an AMAZING paper, even though i had ABOVE average PSAT scores. even though i do well on taking tests for books i havent even READ that i do not have what it takes to be in honors. so NOW i have to go the long way, and convince 3948048328429034 adults that i am not AN IDIOT. you dont understand. i can not STAND being in class with stupid people. i refuse to be taken out of honors. especially since ENGLISH is waht i want to do. writing is what i do. all i want is to be. i can't be a sports writer/ get into northwestern with regular english classes. i mean. seriously. i wrote this paper, and my teacher hated it he GAVE it a 65. i didnt earn a 65. he gave it to me. it was a research paper and he told me it sounded too much like a sports editorial. WELL HELLO! goddamnit! later he tells me that i need to step it up. and i have. he also told me that i had what it takes to be a sports writer. he's just too dumb to recommend me for honors. if he isn't gonna make it easy. im gonna fight him on it. i dont care what he says. i WILL NOT take this shit. i REFUSE to be a stupid kid.